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I look like shit I don t believe its anything other than a cold or allergies Nose is running Sneezing Eyes watering Tickle in the throat Ugh The worst piece of it is that when I feel like shit I don t desire to have charge of myself or anyone else for that matter I wish somebody else to do all the thinking and remedy giving and tea making and hot bath running I want my mommy nbsp I could say that something was approaching on last week when I didn t wish to get all sexy on the call with Rascal That never happens I ever need to get sexy with my man Then he showed up on Friday night with his two boys and yet when we could

neak away I was still kind of meh about gettin it on Of course we got it on anyway And I definitely enjoyed it but then immediately went back to meh again My mind feels foggy and I can t think straight I wasn t yet sure I should blog or comment on other blogs today I don t need to go like a complete meanie I tend to get nasty when I feel bad I noticed this last week when I specifically did something good to make someone off Who does that That is so not me It must have been a response to the weird week And yet I felt some sick satisfaction for doing it Yeah I gotta get better soon In the meanwhile here s a post I wrote last night when my head felt a little clearer Rascal and his sons aka little rascals came to visit this weekend This was the start sentence that my both of my daughters were meeting both of his sons Within the first 5 minutes they were chasing each other through the family like they d known each other for years Over the run of the weekend they all fell right into relaxed friendship Rose age 8 and Carbon Copy Rascal s 13 year old son seemed to be especially comfortable together They spent most of the weekend trying to get through levels on one of Rose s DS games If they weren t doing that they were watching TV playing card games or chasing each other outside Rascal and I each name to our oldest children as brilliant They both love the like things and take books like there s no tomorrow I think we should make known that they d have an easy rapport Rose told me afterward that she likes smart boys after she admitted that Nick Jonas is her favourite of the Jonas brothers He is the smart one Mommy And I like smart boys Hmmm I inquire if she s crushin on Rascal s son Rascal s 4 about to be 5 year old son is a ball wide of vigor with fiery red hair Yes Fireball That s a great nickname for him Rascal has been interested for some time that Fireball would be too harsh and fall for my sweet gentle Grace age 4 Grace was also unfortunately not her usual self this past weekend As a thing of fact she ran a very high fever on Saturday night that gave all of us a scare Thank God for homeopathy It was Fireball s first response to Decorate that I found completely endearing After a speedy chase around the house the kids joined Rascal and I at the board for dinner Fireball looked lovingly at Ornament and said I wish her Daddy She s just my size Oh my freakin goodness that was the cutest thing ever Every time Grace needed help opening her bottle of water asking for a diaper with dinner wanting something she accidentally dropped on the floor that little Fireball was right there like a toy edition of his daddy The perfect gentleman And Grace well my Grace wasn t the least bit impressed But she tolerated him nonetheless We had a wonderful weekend with no arguments or fighting or a destroyed house Rascal and I very much enjoyed sharing the parenting this weekend We really have a very good team And now I m wondering if the weekend just really kicked my ass